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22nd March, 2005. 11:48 am.

It's funny how people change, isn't it? One year, you'll be best friends with someone, and then the next year, you'll barely talk, though you didn't get in a fight or anything. Why is that? Why do people do that? Why do we just give up on friendships-no matter how many arguments someones been in, no matter how many mistakes someone made, if you've had good times before, why do people just forget those and only remember the bad times? Suraya and I were talking tonight about how people only remember the bad things and only tell bad things about people. Why is the world such a pessimistic place and why can't people look out for anyone but themselfs? Everyone always says things like "mind your own business" and "worry about yourself" but, if we worried about other people more, wouldn't it this hell be like 10 times better?

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15th March, 2005. 5:24 pm.

James was here for a while the other day. I've never really heard him talk that much. I know a lot more now, and why he does some things, and why he won't go anywhere with us. I felt really sad the whole time, and didn't know what to say, and was sorry for bringing up the subject at all.

And after all that, I think he's in the same situation I am. Which amkes it even worse for me..

Oh...It's the worst feeling in the world you know? I'm going to get sick from this. And I think I hate someone I've never even met.

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7th March, 2005. 3:10 pm.

Last night I went to Kevin's races with Lindsay and co. Lindsay and I were in the back of the truck on the backstretch while Jenn and such were in the pit with Kevin. There were some crazy people there. Kevin came in 4th in his race, which is good considering he started 6th, dropped back to 9th when 2 cars wrecked, and then worked his way up to 4th..and it was only a 15 lap race! It was nice, but I couldn't get James to come with us.

Then tonight, I went to Caroline's, it was me, James, Caroline, Matt, Cameron and Justin. I didn't know Cameron [and I know I'm not spelling that right] and Justin..yeahhh. It was fun. We just hung out and such. I watched 50 first dates for the 2nd time in like 3 days..It's a good movie though so it doesn't matter.

And now I want someone I can't have more than ever...

Why?

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22nd February, 2005. 6:07 pm. yeah...

Everytime my dog gets up and moves, he starts hacking and coughing like he is going to throw up, but he doesn't throw up. He started doing this at like 3 in the morning last night, he was OK for most of the day, and it's gotten progressively worse throught the afternoon &evening. I love my dog, he's almost 8. I can't imagine what my life would be like without him. I know how stupid &immature that sounds. Even my mom said she's really worried about him. I don't like this. I hate when he's sick. He's had trouble with his back legs for a while and he's sprained both of his front paws at least once. His right ear is swollen and we don't know why that is, either. He's going to the vet tomorrow. Dear God please let him be ok.

And I saw Lee H. at Barnes &Noble. That was nice. He helped me discover that there are different breeds of chickens &they have black chickents too. Only I knew that last part, because Jenny Moore talked about her black chickens alot, when I was friends with her. I met Lees friend too, he seemed cool. Only, I forgot his name, because I'm bad with names.

I want my mom to make me some pancakes, but I doubt she'd be happy if I went up to her room, woke her up, and asked her to make me some. Damn.

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15th February, 2005. 12:05 pm.

Amanda broke up with Matt.
YAY.
I didn't like him.
ohh I'm mean.
I'mmmm going to get my ass kicked.

I'm in the mood to go out tonight, and Amanda needs to get her ass back online.
yay.

I want some lemonade.

Nothing wonderful happened today. It was pretty boring. I saw around until 2 then went to the mall with Brandon, who proceded to try on girls pants and was scared people would think he was weird. It was fun. I washed his car. I like washing cars.

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12th February, 2005. 1:23 pm. ...

I think I've got a crush for someone I shouldn't.

Oh noes.

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9th February, 2005. 4:05 am.

EVERYONE RUN.
JAMIE PLUMMER GOT HER LISCENCE.
STAY CLEAR OF HER IN THE PARKING LOTS.

<3 !!!!


School is fun.
After 6th period is more fun.
My birthday is in 14 days.
I am in a mood to take pictures.

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7th February, 2005. 11:00 am. Hair: too long

I wanted a haircut. But when I thought about spending $25 on it, I thought "no." So I just cut it myself. Not much, but enough so that it no longer grazes my back beneath the bottoms of my shirts. Oh wait nevermind, it still does. But I must've cut off a good two inches. Now my hair only weighs 300 lbs instead of 308.

Anyway I need to go to the store and buy some more tofu. I'm plum out. And I might pick up some stronger color stripper while I'm out, except that I'm nervous it will turn my hair a nasty brown.


Okay bye.

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2nd February, 2005. 2:54 am. blabs.

It would suck to have really short eyelashes. I also wouldn't want small eyes because it seems like people with small eyes wouldn't be able to see as much or as well. My eyes are more like a chameleon who can stick them outside of his head to look around. I wish I could move them independently.

Also I love my iPod. I don't know what I'd do without him. I don't want one of the crappy click wheel ones because they're crappy craps. I want mine. I hope the next generation doesn't have a crappy click wheel. I might get a photo iPod if they weren't ugly click wheel. But I wouldn't want to get rid of Meatloaf. He is the shit.

I wish I had Chris' screen name.

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